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2017 in music

Sure, 2017 held a lot of great new music, but to me it mostly stands out as a year of two great disappointments. Sadly. As I wrote in this post from November 2016, blink-182 were supposed to visit Sweden in 2017 to play their first full show here in 17 years. With just three weeks to go they canceled the show with no decent explanation. I am well aware that blink-182 do not owe me an explanation in any way, but after having looked forward to this intensely for more than six months (and, well, basically for the more part of my life) it was a huge let down to say the least. After the news that they weren’t coming I lost the inspiration and lust to attend concerts in general. A weird feeling to me, who is used to going to shows regularly. Up until then, live music had been one of my most important contexts and showing interest in shows had sort of been a way of identifying myself. Writing this post now I feel quite ridiculous; a band has canceled a concert, god damnit; stop with the silliness reserved for the privileged who have nothing more important to worry about. But still, this has affected my year and still affects me somehow. During my vacation that summer I only went to one concert and this fall I don’t think I’ve attended more than three shows and one festival (to compare: last fall I went to twelve shows and one festival). Okay, I should stop writing about this. It sounds dumb now that I see it on print. I should let it go and move on with my life. So, here’s the final closure on this matter: fuck you, blink, and I still love you to pieces.

Now to the second disappointment. In August I was out of my mind because Brand New had released a record that I claimed to be pure genius. From the very first seconds of Science Fiction I knew I was going to love it deeply. Honestly, just looking at the album art before even listening to it made me positive. Incredibly dreamy. It was literally impossible for me to stop listening to the record because it had everything I could ever wish for when it comes to Brand New and, well, music overall. I was a Care Bear with colorful hearts shooting out of my stomach. In November that would all change in a second when the headline “Woman Accuses Jesse Lacey of Soliciting Nude Photos From Her at 15” came across my screen. From that moment, I had lost Brand New – one of my all time favorite bands – forever. Don’t get me wrong; I think the world of these women who have come forward to tell the truth about someone I’ve admired and idolized for so long. It makes me sick and disgusted that someone who has brought me so much joy throughout the years has caused others anxiety and pain. Realizing this about Jesse Lacey has been exhausting. I know that’s nothing compared to the victims and of course I am not at all important in this, but that doesn’t change the fact that the news about Jesse had an impact on my life. Finding other music to listen to instead of Brand New won’t be difficult – the world is full of smashing songs – but it’s still sad that those songs that I cherished are dead to me now. I haven’t listened to Brand New since I found out about Jesse but I’m quite sure that I will do so one last time later on. Closure, in some way. I’ll listen to their discography once again, and since my brain is the same I’ll undoubtedly still like the melodies and the vocals but I imagine none of it will bring me any joy anymore. All meaning will be lost. It will be sad, but okay. I will always be grateful for what Brand New’s music has meant to me in the past; it has helped me discover more great tunes and genres, it has inspired my own songwriting more than any other music, it has been part of creating awesome memories and starting discussions about music and production and fandom and worship. But while my past cannot be changed, in my present and my future there’s no room for Jesse Lacey, his disgusting actions or Brand New’s tainted legacy. I wish the victims my best and I hope they are well despite all. If you are interested, you can read about the abuse here and here. One of the victims’ stories can be read here. I also recommend reading “The End Of An Emo Era Is Breaking My Teenage Heart” by Shannon Keating, “The Specific Betrayal Of Brand New” by Zoe Camp and “Unraveling The Sexism Of Emo’s Third Wave” by Jenn Pelly. Thoughtful pieces.

With the above I simply wanted to state that 2017 was a stormy year. And from that I’ll move on to the yearly stats, captured from my Last.fm profile:

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30 songs: 17

17: A song from your favorite album.

blink-182 – Stockholm Syndrome

My favorite album of all time. One of the best blink songs ever.

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blink-182 fan event

Until recently, blink-182 hadn’t been in Sweden for 16 years. Let that sink in for a while. If you live in Los Angeles, Berlin or Paris you might be one of those who take concerts for granted. Whenever your favorite band is on tour it’s generally not a question of if they’ll play near you but when. Living in Sweden, I’ve never been able to think like that. Most bands never play here. Many years ago I’d given up on blink-182 performing in Sweden again, because they had only been here once (2000) and – let’s face it – they’re not the hottest band around anymore so why should they visit Sweden (which is basically as off as Svalbard or Greenland to most people) now? That’s why I decided to go to a blink-182 show in London when they announced their European tour back in 2014. Thank god I did, or else I probably would have died without ever seeing blink during the Tom, Mark and Travis era. Imagine the anguish.

My blink-182 life started much earlier than 2014, though. In the late 90’s and early 00’s, Voxpop was a huge thing in Sweden. Well, on Swedish television anyway. To kids and teenagers. Who enjoyed music videos. Voxpop was a show where the viewers voted for music videos that should be played. All the top hits once a week. I must’ve been nine or ten years old when this show introduced me to blink-182. What’s My Age Again? made it to the list in 1999 and I found myself enjoying this song quite a bit. Once All the Small Things had also made the list and I stole the single – which I couldn’t stop listening to – from my older sister, it was very clear: I was becoming a fan of blink-182.

So when I went to London to see blink live I’d been listening to them for 14 years or so. After the show at Brixton Academy I was standing in the pouring rain for more than an hour waiting for the guys to show up. I really just wanted to say hi to them. I was about to give up when Travis Barker showed up and gave some of us knuckles before rushing into his bus. I said hi to him and I was incredibly happy. Going to a blink show was definitely a missing piece falling into place. Standing inches away from Travis was a miracle.

Have you already heard of too many first world problems in your life? Skip this part and scroll down. For the rest of you: last spring, after my girlfriend and I had booked a trip for the summer to Croatia, I had this convincing gut feeling that it would be announced blink-182 were coming to Sweden sometime during those weeks we would be in Croatia. This feeling troubled me for weeks and I was constantly concerned that the announcement would come. I’m very sure I spent so much time worrying about this because just a couple of years before, I had missed out on one of my favorite artist’s very last show because we had already booked a trip to Greece when it was announced. Told you it was a first world problem. However, blink didn’t play in Sweden that time. Needless worrying.

Fast forward to November 2016. I am nearly 27 years old and blink have been my favorite band for about 16 years. Tom DeLonge has been replaced with Matt Skiba and this new version of blink-182 has ended a U.S. tour. The band is announcing shows in Europe for 2017. My friend Lauren – who is also a blink fan – and I have been talking about flying somewhere (England? France? Italy?) next year to see blink play, because we wouldn’t dare hoping they’d come to Sweden. As more shows are added to the tour, though, my gut feeling about blink coming to Sweden is back. All of a sudden, I’m becoming more and more certain that blink-182 is playing either a festival or perhaps this venue called Gröna Lund. Many times the last few years I’ve felt like blink is a typical band that the people of Gröna Lund would want to play there. Little did I know it was actually happening. (I mean, there’s always hope, but…)

Wednesday evening, November 9. I am done cleaning the bathroom when I press the button on my phone. A new message from a friend telling me to check Messenger because there’s something urgent about blink. What could possibly be urgent about them, I think to myself (or maybe I’m saying it out loud to my cats (who aren’t even in the same room)) while opening the Messenger app. My friend has written a long message and I catch the words “blink-182”, “Oslo” and “Friday” at first sight. Reading those words a part of my brilliant mind puts two and two together and creates a thought that goes: “Do I have to go to Oslo on Friday?” and immediately starts calculating how long it would take to go to Oslo by train (the idea of airplanes hasn’t yet occurred to this part of my brain). Another part of my mind reads the whole message (thank goodness). Apparently, Mark Hoppus and Matt Skiba are coming to Sweden on Friday and there will be a fan event in Stockholm. My friend has posted a link where one can RSVP. I click the link and put my name on the list. The information is very scarce:

Underneath there is a short text with facts about blink and a note that places are limited during the fan event, a countdown timer and the video for She’s Out of Her Mind. I spend the next few hours searching for more information about blink’s visit. What will happen? When are they coming? Why? Finding any information at all is extremely difficult. A few tweets. A Swedish radio station has posted something on Facebook about the event and apparently one can compete for tickets by calling them and answering a question about blink-182. From the radio station’s Facebook page I also find out that besides playing songs Mark and Matt will be having a Q&A session. On top of that, there are rumors that blink-182 are playing in Stockholm next summer. My head is starting to ache real bad from all the tension and impressions after the googling and wondering. I’ve hardly found anything but I am excited as hell. I go to sleep.

November 9 turned out to be a day of many surprises: I found out that Donald Trump had won the presidential election, for the first time in my life I experienced Swedish schools closing due to extreme snowfall and I got the news that blink were finally returning to Sweden.

The next day it is announced that blink-182 are playing Gröna Lund on June 21 2017. It is finally happening. Everything is real.

Friday, November 11. Back to past tense (who doesn’t love a tense shift?). I met my friend Lauren, who I was going to the event with, an hour before the show (or whatever we were about to witness, because honestly, who knew what was going to happen?) and we walked in direction of the venue. There was a short line of people outside. We started talking to some of them, doing our best to survive the freezing cold. I had never been to this venue before so I wanted to check it out by walking around the building in search of back doors and such. Just around the corner from the queue, there was a huge window. The curtains were drawn but I could catch glimpses through some small gaps. Standing with his back facing the window was a blond man with tattoos on his neck. Matt Skiba. He was holding a guitar and the next thing I knew I heard Mark singing. They were rehearsing Bored to Death and there was literally just a piece of glass between us. And some curtains.

May I never forget that very moment. Amen, etc. I went back to Lauren who was holding our place in line. Waiting for the doors to open seemed to take forever considering ice was covering the street (wearing Vans standing on ice for more than an hour – I wouldn’t recommend it) and when they finally let us in we praised all the lords. We were in the same building as Mark and Matt but we still weren’t sure what was actually going to happen. The venue was quite small. Lauren and I waited right in front of the stage on Mark’s side. During a Q&A session at Spotify’s office the day before, Mark had said that he and Matt had been asked to play three or four songs, but that they were going to play “a lot more than that”. Based on that I thought they were going to play maybe six songs or so, and that would have been completely fine with me. I was just thrilled to be at an acoustic blink-182 show in Stockholm. Surreal. Well, imagine my excitement when I spotted this setlist:

Hey, that’s basically a concert, not a session?! The world truly is wonderful. Soon enough, Mark and Matt came walking from the back of the room, through the audience, waiting right in front of me and Lauren before going up on stage. Mark was looking in my direction, so I said “Hello!” and he said “Hello!” and I was positive I’d died and come to heaven. After the Q&A Mark and Matt started playing songs:

They ended up changing the setlist a bit, due to requests from the audience. Here’s what they ended up playing:

What did it feel like standing right in front of Mark Hoppus in a small room together with just a few hundred people while he was playing some of the most important songs of my life? I never though you’d ask. Thank you. Well, it felt like I was in a meadow full of tulips and lilies; the blue sky above me decorated with some perfectly shaped, snow-white clouds; a unicorn – pink, all covered in glitter; its horn rainbow colored – was walking by my side, leaning its head on my shoulder while I was picking flowers to make a bouquet for all my loved ones. Basically.

The show went on for 45 minutes. Quite amazing. I would like to thank Jens Karlsson for recording and posting the whole thing on YouTube:

Need I say this will be my favorite thing on YouTube for the rest of my life? Thanks, Jens. I’m glad we were both there.

Once the show was over, Mark stayed by the stage for a while to sign records and stuff people had brought. I took these photos:

Some fans took photos with him and he didn’t seem to be in a hurry at all. On his way back across the room, I managed to get his attention and asked him if he would take a picture with me. I told him that I had brought my fisheye lens which he though was fun and he wanted to see the photo once it was taken:

How cute is that security guard?!

Before walking up the stairs which led to a balcony where a meet and greet session was about to take place, Mark hung around a while longer to sign items and take photos with people.

Lauren and I didn’t have a ticket for the meet and greet so we were told to leave just like everybody else. We waited outside until Mark and Matt were done with everything at the venue. After half an hour or so the door opened and they left the building. I took this picture of Mark and Lauren:

Mark with a new friend Lauren and I made while waiting outside:

There weren’t a lot of people waiting outside the venue. Maybe 20 fans. Mark and Matt were very nice and took their time talking to everybody, signed all the items, stayed for pictures with everybody. Lauren and I took a photo together with Matt, but it turned out so shitty I’m not going to post it here. I’ll share this one instead:

Matt with another new friend Lauren and I made at the event:

Mark talking to fans:

It’s just so strange to think about how I woke up one day without a clue that within a couple of days I would’ve met Mark Hoppus and been at an acoustic blink show. Life is weird. Sometimes really bad things happen and sometimes the most amazing things happen without much notice. While I had hardly any time to mentally prepare myself for Mark and Matt’s visit in Stockholm, I’ll have six months to get ready for the blink-182 show at Gröna Lund. But hey, by then I’ll have waited 15 years or so (I was becoming a blink fan around 2000, but I guess as a ten year old I didn’t spend much time thinking about pop punk concerts) to see them in Sweden so I guess I’ve prepared enough already. Gosh. It is happening. blink are playing here – without Tom DeLonge, but still – and I will hopefully still be alive to witness it.

I guess that pretty much sums up my evening at Bryggarsalen and the (kind of secret) blink-182 fan event. It all happened so fast I’ve had a hard time processing the experience, but I’m working on it. Writing this has been part of that process. Thank you for reading if you’ve made it all the way through this long post. As Mark once wrote: blink-182 life. For life.

Amen, etc.

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I’ll never forget 2014

When it comes to concerts, 2014 was kind of weird. In a cool way. A great way. I saw Bayside, NOFX and Taking Back Sunday live. Three bands I’ve been listening to for about a decade; two of which have never been to Sweden before. Sure, seeing them live eight years ago would have been cool, but honestly I think I somehow appreciated it even more now. It’s cool going to shows when you’re a little older and you’re not too caught up in being a fan; it’s not as much a competition as it is a pleasure. I like not being as overwhelmed by the fact that this or that bandmember is standing in front of me, or feeling like I’ve got to remember every word to every song or I’m not a “real” fan. You know what I mean?



Taking Back Sunday.

Sorry for the shitty iPhone photos, but in Sweden we’re hardly ever allowed to bring DSLR cameras to shows anymore. Not sure if that’s the case for most people in other countries too.

But those bands weren’t the best part of 2014. I finally got to see blink-182 live. A band I’ve been listening to for 15 years or so; three of my favorite people in the whole world. They have meant and still mean more to me than any other musicians out there. I went to London in August to see them perform at the Brixton Academy. As if that wasn’t enough I also met Travis Barker after the show. The brief encounter was over in seconds, but it was one of the most memorable moments of my life so far. At 25 I feel a little too old to wait for bands by their bus after shows but blink is my only exception. blink-182 life. For life.


Travis after the show.

2014 gave me a lot of awesome concert experiences. I’m looking forward to seeing what 2015 will bring.

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10 year anniversary coming up


In November, blink-182’s self-titled album turns ten. The past few years when I’ve asked myself “What is my favorite album of all time?” I always end up thinking of this one. It is without doubt the record that has inspired and influenced me the most ever since its release. About a year ago, I started thinking about which album I would choose to listen to the rest of my life, if I could only pick one. The answer is: this one. The reason I would choose it is because it includes a lot of different sounds and emotions, which means it would be suitable for various occasions. And it would take longer to get tired of it (if I ever would).

When blink started to tease their fans with different Instagram images hinting that some kind of self-titled 10 year anniversary announcement was coming up, you can imagine how excited I was. Just like bands in general, blink rarely come to Scandinavia to play, so I said to myself: “If a self-titled tour is coming up, I’m fucking flying to wherever to see it with my own eyes.” To hear blink play this record in its entirety would be a dream come true to many of us blink fans.

After a few days of teasing, building up huge expectations among the fans, blink-182 made the announcement: the band will play two ten year anniversary shows in November. In America. In California. Well, both shows will actually be in Hollywood, to be more specific. In a relatively small venue. My thoughts: “What in the name of FUCK?!” Don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to sound ungrateful. Of course I’m very happy that they’re even doing this to celebrate the record. There will also be a KROQ show which is said to be webcast live, which is really cool. But the thing is, I’m disappointed. Very disappointed. If they only wanted to do two performances they could’ve at least made them in different continents.

Ok. I’m going to try to accept how things are and be glad for the people who will actually be able to experience this. I’m glad blink are doing shows. The self-titled record deserves to be celebrated, not only because a lot of people love it but because I think it has contributed to its scene. It’s an important album. Let’s hope I’ll be able to catch the live streaming from KROQ on November 7th.

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Motivating myself!

Tomorrow, I have quite a big exam in literature history (mostly the 19th century). I’ve decided that I’m done studying for it. Obviously, you could always study until the very last minute, but that never really works for me. Tonight, I’ve decided to motivate myself with some punk rock music. That should definitely work! It never fails to cheer me up. And I think that a positive attitude is essential in order to pass the exam.

Here’s a few songs that always light up my day. Maybe they can cheer you up, too!

blink-182 – Carousel

Millencolin – Lozin’ Must

Lagwagon – Status Pools

Flogging Molly – Drunken Lullabies

Bodyjar – Not the Same

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